I have never felt that human wholeness had anything to do with perfection. Wholeness has to do with embracing the whole of who you are, which includes your shadow as well as your light. It includes the broken parts of you as well as the whole parts of you. --Parker Palmer
This one is likely going to be a rambler.
I'm a little frustrated these days with some apparent broken parts. Strength and balance on my left side are progressing too slowly for me. I still feel like I am waddling when I walk. My right shoulder/arm ache has not improved despite physical therapy. I can tell you now the move that really makes my arm scream--an overhead shot at pickleball. I do have an MRI scheduled for later this month. Embracing the whole of my body is an ongoing practice.
I have started to put paint on the new (giant 24"x36") canvas. I am extremely anxious. One would think I am painting this for the Louvre, instead of for my niece's bedroom. I have spent hours in the past few days watching "easy for beginners" painting videos. I'm wondering what the level is below "beginners"? I have learned a few good tips but have mostly confused and scared myself. Embracing the whole of my limited talent is an ongoing practice.
Practice makes better,
Leta
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| A peaceful spot at Botanica, Wichita |
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